Dark brown eyes Burning, crying ... My fragile heart Broken, dying ...My love for you Never fading...Here I am Forever waiting...

I Find Myself Lost In You..

• Why do I LOVE you...What do I miss... To answer you...Many reasons... and many things...I have some "I'm bored" time so here it goes..
  
  
  
  
  Stories in your eyes
  softness you can have in your touch
  your smile
  your silly laugh
  your loud morning "arg"
  your drunken "I love u's"
  wrestling with you in the morning
  your snore "which is very loud I might add"
  your schedualized lists
  your hand prints on my butt..LOL
  the way you laid your hand on my leg in the car
  when you called me sweetness
  sitting in a tree stand getting drunk
  waking you up.......
  being woken up........
  long talks in the jacuzi
  my toothbrush next to yours and how we thought of the same thing that night in Orlando..
  The day we went to the Base and what happened on the way home..
  holding your hand..
  watching you when you read on the beach
  the way you pushed my hair out of my face
  the way you wouldn't let me get off of the phone without smooching you a kiss
  when you said you couldn't wait to have me in your arms
  the first time you looked me in the eyes and told me I was special
  your lips..
  your anger''
  your happiness..
  your frustrations..
  your grief..
  your love for your family..
  your honor
  the way you hold your pizza..
  the look on your face when I picked on you..
  how proud you seem to stand in your uniform
  your droopy left brow..
  your happy trail..
  your mind
  the way you danced with me at peabodies..
  the tear I secretly saw when you left..
  the heart you have waiting to emerge..
  the way you yelled at puddy...
  how you always worried
  how you didn't care
  leaning over and kissing me after saying "do you remember how good this feels"
  your "I miss you messages" on my phone
  when you sent me flowers even though you were busy
  how you looked at me and said "what are you thinking about?"
  how you held me
  when you rushed me at restaurants
  doing shots of that lemon stuff...ugh
  getting way to much sushi..and not finishing
  sitting with you on the beach at Fort De Soto
  the way your skin smells
  the way you taste
  tobacco in your teeth
  your will and drive to succeed
  your power
  your weaknesses
  your faith
  your hopes
  your dreams
  the way you rested your head on my chest
  the way you grabbed me and pulled me closer at night
  your odd choice in movies
  4th of July when you told me you have always wanted to do that
  seeing you on web cam
  your sense of humor
  your ego trips
  the way you opened the door for me
  the childlike glow you have when we were at your grandma's
  your excitement
  your color coordinated closet
  the way you told me you hated the soap in the soap dish
  the feeling I felt the moment I saw you when you got home from Alaska
  the sorrow I felt when you left for New Jersey
  the way you always rushed me
  your big fat round toes
  putting nailpolish on your chiggers
  how happy you were to serve your country
  your respect
  the way you would ask me to come see you when you were in Sarasota
  looking at the moon on the side of the highway..
  
  
  I NOT ONLY LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND ALL OF THE ABOVE..BUT ALSO FOR HOW I FEEL AND WHO I AM WHEN I AM WITH YOU.. I love you for your imperfections and your flaws..I love you because you are a one-of-a-kind you..at your best or at your worst..I love you..
  
  
  There are many more things I miss and love but it hurts to much to go on..I hope this answers your question..
  
  
  ~Jasmine Jade~

Ardor Aflicton

Nonsense occurances have made my breathe fall short..
Loving you began to tear away at my very soul..

forgiveness I was willing after much recovery..
In my peril, Words of imprudence resulted..

Now both of us ache with such afliction..
missing you has began to be more of a scar than the previous..

I am alone, broken and bleeding through my tears..
every moment I am without you..

No words nor physical pain can hold a flame to my burden..
heavy and tormenting the song plays upon the strings of my very self..

I don't grasp why i put down my sheild for you and your artillery..
aiming so accurately at my heart, mind, body and soul..

I took a chance upon the field of happiness and bright sun rays..
Now I am in the dark..so very alone..

I reached to you in your time most of need..
I held you close and injected my comfort..

I was wilful to stand at your side with amour propre..
eager to taste the wine to be yeilded of the crop after the harvest..

you have to rectify your existence now..or so you speak..
I alone find im doing the same..

My life is empty drowning in a black hole..
a mass of swirling emotion..

wanting to hate makes me only love more..
wanting my love, my life, my piece of the puzzle..

every ounce calls for you, every ounce hates you, every ounce loves you..
I cannot swim our sea reveries without my life vest..


I am slowly sinking into the murky depths...
waiting for you to lift me to dry land..



I still love you..I still want you...I still need you..


(c) Jasmine Jade








Dark brown eyes
Burning, crying
My fragile heart
Broken, dying
My love for you
Never fading
Here I am
Forever waiting...

A Tribute To Brent..

An Angels Opus
By Jasmine Jade & Larry Fischer

In memory of William Brent Marshall, SR.

Each page a day in your life bound by the eternal thread of remembrance..

Cast upon the lines are the impressions made upon us by the ink of your life…

Within your epic is a captivating journey carried by silk wings…

A tale so influential to the reader, grasping afore times of compassion, caring, devotion and love…

Like an oenophile of life and a pillar of light, all whom you touched became enlightened…

A fine wine loved to be sipped by many connoisseurs…Your eloquent existence was savored…

You lucid confabulation flowed from the bottle of your soul…. encompassing all..

A son, a husband, a father, and a friend…
A child of god…A man…

A role model of hierarchy in which example by lead was sought..
A mentor among men in which to find wisdom…

A leader, a counselor, a companion,….
A totem, A soldier, A brother….

Each chapter your roles were played with such ardor and admiration…

Your script will be etched for eternity upon our hearts…

The Opus of words written, loved, and lived by an angel…

HELP THE HURRICANE VICTIMS..

Hurricane Katrina was a powerful tropical cyclone which caused extensive and severe damage in the southeastern United States and will likely become the worst natural disaster to hit the United States with major global economic consequences caused by disruption of oil supplies, exports, and imports. Disaster relief plans are in operation in the affected communities. Some experts predict one million people could become homeless as a result of the storm. Currently five million people are without power in the Gulf Coast region, and it may be two months before all power is restored.

The aftermath of the storm compounded problems. In particular, the breaching of some levees protecting New Orleans caused water to flow unabated into the city. There was also widespread looting, with many people stranded due to flooding.

Katrina may be the deadliest hurricane in the United States of America since the Galveston Hurricane of 1900, which killed around 8,000 (possibly up to 12,000) people. The death toll of Katrina so far may be "in the thousands", stated by the New Orleans mayor Ray Nagin on August 31, but it will take weeks before accurate numbers are known. Katrina is also expected to be the costliest natural disaster in United States history, exceeding the 1992 Hurricane Andrew...

Anything we can do to help our fellow Americans going through this disaster is much appreciated.. Please donate..

My heart and prayers goes out to Larry's Family who reside in Gulfport. I am sure words are no comfort for what you have lost during this devastating storm. May God relieve your anguish..

Sincerely,

Jasmine